E R R O R ♥
Dizzy
Tuesday, November 13, 2012 @ 10:17 PM | 0 notes

Best picture to describe this day. Well sort of. I had fun failing my quizzes because I didn't read my lecture the night before the tests. Well that's me. You can't force me to study because I hate it. I got addicted reading books. I just read like 2 books in one week. What a badass am I right? Just kidding. I'm currently reading Looking for Alaska. I dig it. I like the story and I'm still on the before part because there's so much things to do that I can't finish it. On our English time, we watched Oliver Twist. The movie is neat. I like it. It caught my heart for a moment when Oliver was about to be killed then our teacher hit the pause button. That sucks tho. Here's a quote of the day.

"When you finally realize that you didn’t matter at all to someone, you begin to wonder if you ever mattered to anyone."
Well this stabbed me on my heart. My heart felt strange after I read it. Well obviously I can relate to it. I got 5 heartbreaking moments that I still remember clearly and It was like suicide. It felt like I'm in the end of life. Life compared to a thread, it's almost gone. I end up crying and cursing that person's name that he'll regret it but NO. They just watched me suffer by their doings. How fascinating. But there's one. That's Gerard. Now you're knowing my life better. He's my first boyfriend by the way and he gave my heart a first break. I was so stupid back then. I'm like "Don't leave me. I'll die for you. I'll die without you!" Reading it makes me sick. He just said that I can't do that. Well he's correct. I think I cried for him for 1 week without break. It's like my eyes' gonna pop out soon. Well I think that's all I can say today. I must sleep early as I can but 10pm is not so early. Goodnight.